Flutterby™! : a personal note

When Flutterby started it was a lot more personal than it is now, although Eric has been pulling it back that direction. I occasionally think about starting an online diary, but involving the other people in my life with that degree of exposure seems a little wrong. Anyway, this is an entry to help my memory, I don't want to muse on it in public because there's lots of conflicting feelings about it, but Charlene just dropped by to give me back the key to my place. I've made this pronouncement to a few friends before and been wrong, and there's one more step we're going to take, but that relationship feels like it's over, and over in a way that doesn't feel comfortable to me but that I'm not sure I can do anything about.